I found these pics from last year and they made me laugh! I think we were really bored...

Okay...today was a better day than yesterday. I didn't hit any cars or curbs...yeah! And...just to clarify...I had not been drinking yesterday morning...I promise:) Thanks for all the nice comments. I guess I'm kinda glad I came out of the closet:) Seriously though, I don't know about anyone else, but for me it is hard to open up...even if it's just about little things. It's kind of scary putting yourself out there. It's much easier to keep to yourself. What good can come of that though, ya know? :) Well, hope everyone out there has a good evening and wonderful day tomorrow. Have fun times...

Okay...here is how my Monday started. I was driving to work (quite happy and in a good mood, mind you) when I came to the stoplight at New Rd and 9. I didn't give myself enough stopping time, I guess, because I looked down and BOOM!...I hit the van in front of me. I look up and it is my loan CSR...I hit her van! Mortified, we continue on to work, where I smack the curb on the way into my parking spot. Fortunately, there was nothing wrong with either vehicle but...Oh my gosh...what a dork I am! Anyway, it was all down hill from there:) I hate Monday's!!!

It was really great to see all of these new faces at Church this morning. What was even better was to see everyone reaching out to them. We have a bunch of great people at our Church!

It seems like so many people around me are going through really hard times. I wish there was something I could do. Why is it so hard for me to turn everything over to God? Most people really press into God when things aren't going right...when they really need him...when they are desperate. I am the complete opposite. I seem to be closest to God when things are good. When there are problems, I don't turn it over to him. Why can't I just trust that God is going to take care of everything...that he has a plan. I guess I never really learned how to have faith...I wonder why that is? Hopefully God will show me how to trust him, how to turn to him when I don't know what to do...for myself or for others.

Snow!

I woke up this morning thinking of how all of the snow would adversely affect my morning. Shoveling the sidewalk, scraping the car, driving to work...what a pain right? Look how happy the snow made these two:)

I can't hardly believe how fast time goes by and how much my babies have grown. I am so incredibly blessed to have two such amazing kids. They make me happy.

Sick again...

Okay I'm getting really SICK of this:) Just as we were all starting to feel better...I coughed my head off all day. I hate being sick. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep for a week. Unfortunately, I don't think that would sit well with my work or my kids for that matter. Anyway, enough whining... Fun times!

I am closet blogging!

Yes that's right...Closet blogging. I guess that means I am blogging to myself. I thought I would try this out and maybe just maybe if I feel comfortable...I'll go public:)

Anyway...today was my first day back to work after being off for a week. I was only supposed to be off last Friday and this Monday. Jonathan, the kids and I went to Charleston to see Jess, Jason and that sweet baby, Ella. She is so cute! We had a good time but we all were sick at some point with the flu...yuck! The sickness lingered so I was off work Tuesday and Wednesday as well.

Even though we were sick, I enjoyed being home so much. I love spending time with my kids. We just layed around and hung out together...which, unfortunately, we don't get to do very often. Chase said, "Mommy can't you ask your work to find you a job at home?" Ugh! After being home with them for a week it was very tough going back to work today. I actually cried this morning as I was getting ready for work...I didn't want to leave them. Oh well, that is just the way it is...but I am thankful for the week.

Lord, I thank you for the week I had to spend with my family...they mean so much to me. I pray that when I am away from my kids that they would know how much I love them and miss them.... Thank you Lord for blessing me with such a wonderful family...