It seems like so many people around me are going through really hard times. I wish there was something I could do. Why is it so hard for me to turn everything over to God? Most people really press into God when things aren't going right...when they really need him...when they are desperate. I am the complete opposite. I seem to be closest to God when things are good. When there are problems, I don't turn it over to him. Why can't I just trust that God is going to take care of everything...that he has a plan. I guess I never really learned how to have faith...I wonder why that is? Hopefully God will show me how to trust him, how to turn to him when I don't know what to do...for myself or for others.